A Line from Sooz

Many of you know that I have been seeing a woman from France, you ALSO know that I am a recovering alcoholic, (Or drunk as I don’t attend meetings), here’s the thing, my recovery as slipped due to her.

Do I want to be a drunk for the rest of my life, no, do I want to continue seeing this woman who I am developing feelings for, yes, I am so confused right now. You see, as I write this I am PISSED. For those who don’t understand Gahlic, I’m drunk.

As always, it started with one drink of wine, then another and so on, now, I look forward to getting drunk with Bella and having incredible sex. You see, she is the only one I have found, who ALSO has a compatible sex drive like mine.

The more I drink, the more I want to drink, as it makes me feel Veeerrry Seeexxxxy, Meowwwwww…Bella loves to drink and get pissed, so do I but then I don’t want to LIVE the drunkard lifestyle anymore. I have taken a long time trying to get OVER this addiction and yet, it keeps pulling me back in.

I am at a crossroads here, I am falling in love with this woman, but, I realize that her habits are very bad for my sobriety. What to do, what to do? Perhaps I should Just Ask Sooz and see what SHE says, hehehehehehe.

If anyone has any thoughts on this that could help, please feel free to dish it out. I could really use the voice of reason right about now. God, it has taken me 3 times to write this….Hehehehehehehe.

Time to masturbate, MUAH to ALL!!!!!

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Comments (8)

  1. Bettymom

    Tell her what’s happening to you and why. If she feels strongly about you, she should be willing to help you to kick drinking. Sounds like maybe she has a similar problem herself. If she won’t at least try to help you back on the straight and narrow – I hate that phrase because I am neither straight nor narrow – maybe you should rethink your feelings about her. I know, I know, easier said than done. Just think about it. I’ll be rootin’ for ya!

    July 17, 2017
  2. Munkyman

    If your recover has slipped then it’s not recovery, if you’re okay with that then… there’s the problem. No one can help until your ready. You’re not falling in love, you’re using her as an excuse to justify what you know is self destructive behavior & telling yourself it’s love to make it easy.

    July 18, 2017
  3. briton

    You ask me why I’m drunk all the time
    Levels my head and eases my mind
    Don’t hurt me none it don’t hurt my pride
    Cos I got my little lady right by my side
    She’s tryin’ to hide
    Pretendin’ she don’t know me
    By Bob Dylan.

    July 18, 2017
  4. briton

    Alll this talk about the Irish being a nation of drunks is ridiculous.I know 2 people who don’t drink at all.
    Admittedly they are recovering alcoholics.Or quitters as we call them.

    July 18, 2017
  5. funfreak

    Suzie Q, we all have choices. I kicked a fierce smoking habit and I would never want to go back. I don’t care how sexy someone is (and Honey, from the way you describe things, I think we may entertain the same drives. It becomes just another craving to deal with!) I wouldn’t date a smoker. I couldn’t go through the process of quitting that again, and I don’t want to breath smoke second-hand. It’s my choice. Drinking has so many health and psychological implications……you may be satisfying one drive just to indulge another. Choices. They’re never easy.

    July 18, 2017
  6. briton

    Laughter is the best medicine.

    July 18, 2017
  7. briton

    Quitting smoking is easy.I’ve done it dozens of times!

    July 21, 2017
  8. briton

    Yesterday I looked up an old friend.What a disgusting sight!

    July 31, 2017